"It is not all for naught... but if you so feel that all is in ruin.... If I have lost so much then allow at least this selfish request do away with this shameful person who has wronged you so," because at this moment Futo felt no desire to continue like this. She had dedicated her life and immortality to Miko in a particular way, and if she could not have at least that place, than she needed no place and nothing.

Immortality was meaningless if she was nobody. And hearing Miko's words made her sure there was no way to rectify the issue, make up for it, or even admit that she had been wrong.... If things were set in stone as is, there was no longer a point.

"I admit I was fearful, for I know not how to conduct myself in such a way, and the urges and thoughts within me are most distressing... but if there is no way to make up for my actions, than remove all potential and be done with me completely."