"And who was the one who rejected me first? And who was the one with their rigid inflexibility that outright denied, and destroyed the climax all the interactions of the many years was working toward? And here I still stand, rejected and scorned, and now I am insulted more on top of that by the person whose actions began it all and by the person whom will not truly accept me," she didn't turn to look at Futo. In fact, her voice, while edged, was still calm. "The last part being more insult atop otherwise injury."
"You have made the decisions which led to this. I gave you the options. I told you that I wanted your love, but if it was not meant to be, then we would have to sever the emotional connection so neither of us, meaning I was considering your feelings as well, would have to keep being hurt by something that was never going to be. I thought you wanted it as a relationship as such, so I worked toward it. And that was my mistake. Clearly, your life is meant to be lived alone and in solitude. Clearly, you never needed me in the first place."
The door slid open and she half leaned into the hall. "I gave you options. And this is the path you have taken. So this is the one that must be seen through to the end." Finally, she raised her voice, but only to call down the hall. "Tojiko! Mononobe no Futsuhime is deemed unwilling and unfit to maintain her status as retainer to myself. She is hereby ordered escorted and barred from the premises."
She looked back at Futo from the side of her eye. "I do love you, Futo. And that's why I have to do this so quickly and so thoroughly, before my heart wavers toward someone that is clearly not good for me and cannot help make a longstanding dream of mine a reality. Though I suppose in that regard, twice, it has failed."
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"You have made the decisions which led to this. I gave you the options. I told you that I wanted your love, but if it was not meant to be, then we would have to sever the emotional connection so neither of us, meaning I was considering your feelings as well, would have to keep being hurt by something that was never going to be. I thought you wanted it as a relationship as such, so I worked toward it. And that was my mistake. Clearly, your life is meant to be lived alone and in solitude. Clearly, you never needed me in the first place."
The door slid open and she half leaned into the hall. "I gave you options. And this is the path you have taken. So this is the one that must be seen through to the end." Finally, she raised her voice, but only to call down the hall. "Tojiko! Mononobe no Futsuhime is deemed unwilling and unfit to maintain her status as retainer to myself. She is hereby ordered escorted and barred from the premises."
She looked back at Futo from the side of her eye. "I do love you, Futo. And that's why I have to do this so quickly and so thoroughly, before my heart wavers toward someone that is clearly not good for me and cannot help make a longstanding dream of mine a reality. Though I suppose in that regard, twice, it has failed."