Taoists?

[sun_goddess_sacrifice]

(Continued from here.)

It had been several days since she had gone to wake Miko, several days since she had angered her. She had hoped that Miko might forgive her by this point, but she could feel it wouldn't be so easy. She had to make it right, but it was awkward.

Finally when she could no longer take the feeling of being punished she went to Miko's room to request an audience. Or more just to speak with her.

"Taishi sama," she spoke of softly from the other side. Even if Miko could not tell desires it was obvious she was worried and distressed. "I understand if you refuse me, for I much deserve it. But allow for me to at least express my deepest apologies properly...."

Even though she was still outside, she was kneeling down with her forehead to the floor.

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[true_administrator]

Muuch better. And Miko allowed herself to wrap her arms around Futo to hold her down to her chest. A little swag and a little silver tongue and she had this situation back under her control.

"I know. But the truth of the matter is, this was a logical conclusion hundreds of years in the making," she gently stroked through Futo's hair. "To say yes... to let it go on to what was naturally progressing toward... that was all I wanted from you.

But you didn't want to. You wanted to drag your feet. And I don't have the patience for it any longer. Nor do I want to see you do something you don't want to do just because I said so. I am not truly your lord and master anymore. You must realize this."

[sun_goddess_sacrifice]

"It does not feel as if it has been so long for me," she was not even remotely aware of the changing times.

She lost... she lost so easily. It wasn't fair.

"You are still my teacher.... But, the only thing you have said that I truly do not wish, is to tell me to leave and no longer care for you...."

[true_administrator]

"But it has been that long. And really. I cannot wait anymore," Miko moved her hands so she was clasping the sides of Futo's face, pulling her up and forward and ready for another kiss.

"If I'm not your master, then why would you have to listen to me?"

[sun_goddess_sacrifice]

"One can not include time not experienced," too impatient.

She wasn't going to fight it, she moved easily with the motion.

"One still should listen to their teacher, but you just wish to cheat with that reasoning," but fine, cheat, it seemed to be how things would be. And instead of saying more, or waiting for the next annoying thing Miko would say she kissed her instead.

[true_administrator]

"Even still, were we going only by the times we were awake, it has still been years," she was done waiting, though. She truly was, and...

... Well a moment later Futo was kissing her instead and she could only relax into it, accepting and reciprocating now that things were much calmer, the tempers had cooled. Futo wasn't quite as frustrated.

... And Miko could keep pushing this along to its logical conclusion. In a calmer, gentler way.

[sun_goddess_sacrifice]

She no longer felt that hopeless loss and rage she had, and did not feel insecure and tossed out. She was feeling safer and calmer. Though perhaps when her actions sunk in more she would become embarrassed by her conduct.

The years they were awake were complicated... she would have voiced that but, there a was a small matter....

"Taishi sama?"

[true_administrator]

"You don't need to call me that, I suppose you know," she shifted, kissing Futo gently on the cheek, first one, then around her jaw to the other. "But how can I help you?"

[sun_goddess_sacrifice]

Old habits die hard, that habit died harder.

"There is a bit... a small amount of... dissatisfaction," was the best word she could think of.

[true_administrator]

There was a pause, a sigh, and a very 'here we go again' sort of motion.

"Yes, Futo, what is it?"

[sun_goddess_sacrifice]

"I am rather, worked up, so to say. And it is a bit... hard to ignore...."

[true_administrator]

"You think I wasn't getting to that part, now?" She nuzzled under Futo's jaw. "My next request was going to be you strip out of your clothing and we finish this the right way."

[sun_goddess_sacrifice]

"I was uncertain...." though without further prompt she did start to remove her clothes.

[true_administrator]

"Come now. As though I wouldn't want to finish things as well," she backed up a bit to let Futo have room to strip as she needed. "And, furthermore, it works out best in this way."

[sun_goddess_sacrifice]

"It does?" It took a little bit to get all her layers off, though her skirt was simple enough. All that was really left now was to unwrap herself.

[true_administrator]

"I have the same feeling, Futo," she happily sat back up, then, wrapping her arms around Futo and using that as an excuse to find where the wrap began, and to gently begin to undo it. "After all, such an action did involve the both of us."

[sun_goddess_sacrifice]

She raised her arms up so it was easier to remove it.

"That was... an unfair action...." and the shame was starting to set in.

[true_administrator]

"That was... oh what's the word they use nowadays - hot? Yes, that was hot, Futo. Arousing. Appealing," she finished unwrapping, then leaned forward to gently kiss around the little red lines where the binding and pressed a little too hard into the skin and irritated it. "Even if you wouldn't have stopped, or rather, had no intention of stopping if I'd said no. But you see how easily I calmed you down. Mm, I think I'd love it if you'd do it again. Without as much anger this time."

[sun_goddess_sacrifice]

"I-I would rather not be so angry again... that is not something I want directed towards you...." because she knew very well her temper could be ugly and vicious. "But with more care, I am not apposed to such things."

Her whole body shivered at Miko's kisses, the contrast and her current state made everything feel more intense.

[true_administrator]

"No? And what if I told you to do it now?" she nibbled a bit, still focusing on the warmth of Futo's skin beneath her lips and the subtle dips and changes where the skin was trying to return to normalcy.

[sun_goddess_sacrifice]

She had to think about that for a moment. She wasn't quite sure, it felt like it might not be a good idea.

"I would rather a safer buffer between that mood and such positions. I do not trust my state though calmer I am now."

[true_administrator]

"As you wish," and Miko sat up, grabbed Futo, and went to roll them both so she was atop the other instead.

[sun_goddess_sacrifice]

It wasn't exactly unexpected, but somehow the straightforwardness of the action took her by mild surprised. She hadn't been quite prepared to be rolled over on.

"It simply felt... at that moment...."

[true_administrator]

"What? I thought it felt rather good. And it especially had an edge it never would have otherwise because of the boldness you took," Miko sighed, looking down from her little perch atop Futo, though she had a glimmer in her eye; she was definitely still feeling playful, and she reflected that with perching herself even better between Futo's legs and simply... moving and rubbing a bit. "Regardless of intention; and I know what your intention was, but I was never worried."

She could always wrest control from Futo, no matter what, anyway. Really.

[sun_goddess_sacrifice]

It did not take much to cause Futo to gasp, her body had yet to ease from it's state of arousal and took any opportunity to jump back to where it had been before being interrupted.

"E-even so... I should not, not have acted as such," as she spoke she pressed her hips up as much as possible. "That is not how, I want to be."

What was the meaning without proper affection?

[true_administrator]

"I think you're right," Miko shifted, adjusted, gripped Futo's hip and moved herself into a slightly better position. "I might come to enjoy that so much I'll come to expect it out of you, and that wouldn't be fair at all~."